I'm so sorry

I heard movement...I didn't look up. What's the point in going home when (y/n) isn't there. More tears fell and stained my cheeks red as the footsteps got closer.

"Dark? Dark we have to go," someone said as they cut the ropes that held me down. When the ropes were gone I didn't move...I couldn't leave him/her here alone.

"Dark come on, we have to leave! He'll come back-"

"He/she's gone...I-I failed. I failed my one job now he/she's gone!"

"Dark? Who? Who's gone?" I couldn't respond. I didn't want to..."(Y-y/n)...he/she's...I-I failed and I can't do a-anything," I choked.

'It's all my fault! If I hadn't let him/her fall he/she'd be fine!'

"Light we have to go, NOW!"

"I'm sorry Dark but we have to leave. If you can't go by yourself I'll have to take you myself," Light said as he tried to make me stand up. I refused and let my legs become weak making myself heavier. 'I can't leave him/her. I can't leave him/her here alone,' I thought.

"I'm sorry Dark, but we have to leave," Light said as everything went bright.

"No! NO don't make me leave him/her! Don't force me to leave my son/daughter! Light let me go," I cried as we were now in the house. I looked around with tears in my eyes. I looked at my 'brother' and showed my teeth.

"You always try to save the day don't you? You think you know everything about us but you know nothing! You'll never know what I've gone through 'cause you're only an angel and have never had to endure what I have," I yelled and ran to my room. Yes I know, childish, but I just can't do anything. I've never felt this before and now that I am I'm scared. I nearly lost my brother but I've actually lost (y/n) forever...he/she's not coming back.

"I-I'm so sorry (y/n)...I-I failed you as a father...I couldn't protect you...I wasn't your eyes," I said sorrowfully as I laid down on my bed eventually crying myself to sleep.


























I sighed and got up and did my normal routine, Mark and Jack left a while ago and now that (y/n)'s gone I've begun hunting again. I still can't believe it's nearly been a year since...I sighed again. I can always feel (y/n) watching me from somewhere in the house...but only in the house. I looked at the calendar and saw that (y/n)'s birthday was coming soon.
"Hm...happy birthday baby-girl/boy. Sorry you're not here for it," I said looking down again. Then I felt something on my lap, but when I looked there was nothing...yet the feeling never left.
"You want me to sing to you? Let's see...

Now I've heard there was a secret chord
That David played, and it pleased the Lord
But you don't really care for music, do you?

It goes like this
The fourth, the fifth
The minor fall, the major lift
The baffled king composing Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Your faith was strong but you needed proof
You saw her bathing on the roof
Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you

She tied you to a kitchen chair
She broke your throne, and she cut your hair
And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

Oh baby I've been here before
I've seen this room and I've walked this floor
you know I use to live alone before I knew yah

and I've seen you flag on the marble walls
love is not a victory march
It's a cold, and it's a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

well there was a time when you let me know
what's, really going on below
but now you never show that to me do yah?

and I've never known what's new to you
and every breath we drew was hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah

well maybe there's a God above but
all I've ever learned from love
was how to shoot somebody who outdrew yah

and it's not a cry that you hear at night
it's not somebody who's seen the light
it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Hallelujah
oh Hallelujah-lujah
Hallelujah
oh Hallelujah

Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah
Hallelujah"

I stopped singing and felt the pressure on my legs become lighter...guess he/she had to leave to heaven again. "Bye baby...be good."

I looked up at what's meant to be heaven and started crying again. I fell back onto my bed and just stayed there, staring at the ceiling...wanting to hold (y/n) just once. I just want him/her back but God would never let that happen...why would he give a child back to someone who let them die? He wouldn't let the child suffer again. I heard a knock at my door and when I looked I saw Anti. He was just standing there with sadness in his eyes. I nearly forgot that (y/n) was his son/daughter...his flesh and bones.

"What do you want Anti," I said colder than I meant to, as I got off my bed slightly. My wings rose slightly and my tail started thrashing around slightly. I don't want him here...not now...not ever again.

"Dark, I'm sorry about...y-you know. But we can do something else...y-you know, get your mind off things," he asked questionably.

"The only thing that cheers me up anymore is hunting so...let's go," I say standing up.

"Um...I can't do that."

"Why," I asked suspiciously.

"W-well...I...uh-"

"Mr. Anti," a small voice asked. I looked behind Anti and saw a small child around the age of 5 with a big sweater that covers her from head to toe. She also had a silver wolf mask on.

"Anti? Why is there another kid here," I asked getting a little bit mad. He better not say what I think he is.

"W-well I figured that we needed another kid around here so I-"

"You thought that you'd find another kid and bring them to Raspy Hills," I yelled raising my wings.

"You did it with (y/n)!" I growled slightly but felt a tug on my pants. When I looked down there was nothing there but I knew he/she was there. I turned away and lowered my wings. I can't do this...not with out him/her.

"Mr. Anti...who is that," the little girl asked.

"Jupiter, that's Dark. He's my friend," Anti said looking at me.

"Not him. The other person there. The little girl/boy with (h/l) (h/c) hair, and (e/c) eyes. Who is he/she?" 'She can see (y/n)? How?'

"Jupiter there's no one there besides Dark."

"Anti...he/she's here. He/she's the reason I stopped fighting. I can't let him/her get hurt when he/she's here."

"Dark. You need to stop thinking that. Just let him/her go," Anti said as he picked up Jupiter then left the room. (Y/n) tugged on my pants again making me look at where he/she would have been standing. Then I saw him/her...he/she was smiling at me. I started crying again, I fell to my knees and hugged him/her. I can hold him/her again! I can hold my baby again! I cried and cried while (y/n) was hugging my neck. "I missed you daddy."

"I-I missed you too baby," I said as I cried. I pulled him/her onto my lap and looked up at the sky crying. 'Thank you...thank you for bringing him/her back.' I lowered my head again and held onto (y/n) tighter afraid to let him/her go.

"I'm never letting you go baby...I'm never going to let you get hurt. I'm going to be your eyes again."

A/n: So what do you think? Isn't it cute?
So I actually put someone in this story and this was a little introduction to them. What do you think?
BTW: if you think I didn't cry you thought wrong. I actually cried because of the ending it's that good (my opinion). Anyway enjoy my story, there's more to come. Well...NightfuryObsessed, over and out.